Meprolight ft bullseye failure - Meprolight FT Bullseye Tritium Self-Illuminated Rear Pistol Night Sight

I received this sight, and now I don't want to mount it on my pistol. Two major problems. FIRST, finding circle-dot is very tricky, and it would be worse in a defensive situation, when your adrenaline is going, even with practice. SECOND, the clear plastic portion of this sight glows very brightly in the dark! It would give the user's position away in a defensive situation, while said user is still looking for the circle-dot. Either tritium sights or a red-dot option would be better than this.