O really want to like it! - Meprolight M22 1x30mm Bullseye Reflex Red Dot Sight

I just bought mine. beautiful design.but it's garbage. I really have been trying to give it the chance.but in the night it's almost imposible to see the dot unless you eyes have adapted to the dark. As soon as you check any sceen device. I your dot it's gone. Looking through a window dark to light, but no dot. Imagine you on a war. I inside a building, trying to engage something outside and you have no dot.! There is not illuminator available. I'm really thinking to return it.